This was my very first post, written in September 30, 2008:
Okay, I have no idea what I’m doing – but full speed ahead! I will not stop writing till I have this posted. I tried writing this 1st post 3 different times previously, only to delete. In my first edition, I wrote that I feel like I’m being baptized before 1,000 people – I’m that nervous. In the 2nd edition, I tried to comfort myself by quoting what my friend wrote to me – “it’s not a big life commitment”. But my hands still shook as I tried to come up with something to write! In the 3rd edition of the 1st post I didn’t write anything but the title. So that’s where I’m at now. It’s 10pm and I’m getting desperate. And the auto save is driving me crazy – it’s taunting me with blinking every now and then (like every minute – is that normal?), telling me to hurry up – it’s losing interest.
So, if you are unfortunate enough to be blessed with the invite to view this blog site, you already know more than you want to know about me. So why go over all that? I’m only going to go back and delete this 1st post after a few of you view this anyway, and I’ll start over correctly. But this is my outlet, hence the title of the blog site, if I did it correctly. I am a God wrestler, God pursuer, & God worshiper (damn you auto save!). And this is my place to question, hash, and be nutty.
I hope I didn’t offend.