Maybe most women are like this. And if so, please let me know women. If not, I’d appreciate a lie.
I’m a contradiction in pants. With every thought I have, I have a contradictive one ready to reply. Even my personality is contradictive. For every trait and characteristic I have, the Lord has seen fit to pair it with the opposite. I mess up personality tests. The results are impossible.
I am a perfectionist that is too lazy and too fearful to experience the benefits of being a perfectionist. And doesn’t this just suck! I have the highest expectations of myself yet struggle with the self-confidence to see it through. I am a control freak that has realized just how little control she has. I’m a small weakish girl with a fierce spirit. I am highly competitive yet have very little experience in winning. I love learning but have a hard time absorbing and retaining information. I have a little head but it’s heavy (so says my husband). I am a systematic person who has very little logic wisdom. I am a creative person who has very little talent. I have both type A personality and type B personality and they cancel each other out. I could kill you or give my life for yours – depending on my mood and which of my personalities is present at the moment. I love people but I’m my own best friend – I like a silent house.
I could go on and on.
What about you? Please tell me I’m not alone.